rest can become scarce...

i really wish i could write on a daily basis, but i just can't...i've been sickly the past weeks and my resistance is at its lowest...this started when i got really sick before the year ended and it's been on and off since then... i'm feeling feverish at night, i have coughs, i've been nursing my cold for days now.

i've been taking vitamins but i know i'm not taking enough rest...i always sleep late and wake up very early...it is because i've been working my butt out, which isn't good...i know...but i have no choice..at least for the time being...i am so wanting to take a vacation so i can rest...i envied my couple-friends who just got back from Phuket, Thailand for a hideaway vacation...man, i needed that...not necessarily in Thailand, because I am going there anyway on April, but not on vacation but for work...somewhere near and cheaper will do, as long as i can rest and just be refreshed.

aahh...when rest and vacation become just a dream, then we're in trouble.